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Only One to BlameIt's hard to handle,
Loosing what you had...
Whether it be love, friendship, or family.
You create this bond with eachother and then suddenly,
You question yourself.
What you did wrong. What you could have done right.
What you didnt do and what you should have.
It's a hard burden to understand.
All you know is that it happened.
And you grow sick of how often it does.
Even more so when you know exactly what you did and you cant do anything to fix it.
You realise no matter how many times you go through this
Or how prepared you think you are,
It never gets easier..
When one leaves, They take a piece of you with them.
So you cherish those left around you even more.
But then paranoia sets in
And you constantly fear for when or if the others will leave too.
What else will you have after that?
You realise you're going to be alone.
And since it happens with so many, you begin to think everyone else is the same.
So you judge and keep your distanc
Dear Heavenly FatherHeavenly Father
Full of grace,
Protect my family
From death's hungry taste.
Hear my prayer,
Please keep it in mind.
That death is trying
To take away what's mine.
Don't let him succeed,
I pray that he fails
Because even though they make me mad,
I still dont want them in hell.
These are MY loved ones,
People I hold dear,
I dont want someone's hate,
To take them away from here.
This home wouldn't be the same,
My heart wouldn't be complete.
Please dear Lord.
Hear my pleas.
What death wants isn't kind,
He means us harm.
Please God protect them.
Keep them in your arms.
I'm sorry if I'm wrong..
For wishing failure against your will,
My Dear Heavenly Father,
these are people that I need still.
Sometimessometimes you stumble,
sometimes you fall,
sometimes you cant get up,
sometimes you can walk it off.
sometimes you smile,
sometimes you cry,
sometimes you wanna live,
other times you wanna die.
sometimes you fail,
sometimes you succeed,
how long has it been
since i was truely happy?..
sometimes you love,
sometimes you hate,
sometimes i wonder
why i'm at the sharp end of the stake.
sometimes you question,
sometimes you answer,
but this time tonight,
i'm left with disaster.
Because sometimes people lie,
to make you believe what they want,
sometimes people hurt you
because they want chaos to make its mark.
Sometimes you lose.
Sometimes they win.
Sometimes the bad guys steal...
what the good guys are supposed get.
LatreuophobiaI wash off sick-sweet orange lipstick in front of a mirror as dusty as gothic romances. It tastes like oblivion, that is to say, like nothing my tongue can detect.
The door opens with a creak no private restroom could emulate. Some chick with blue bobbed hair and smeared eyeliner. I looked like that once. Ten years ago.
Getting the beer out of my hair is harder. Some men just can't take it when I'd rather they not kiss my feet or call me an angel or-
“Dayum girl, you look like a goddess.”
I gulp, taste of acid.
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